i fell for you the first time i went to your house and stayed a night
so i met this girl Dom at The hookah lounge i notice her from your crazy curly hair oh her hair caught my eyes :). me i saw my friend derrick on her i guess they were talking at that time. well i meet her the next day at the lounge and her gay friend and a couple more of her friends. She talked to me and ask me do i think that girl is cute?!?!? me yea ! well long story short she try and hook us up . i wasnt feeling this girl at all i was feeling dom i had a thing for her!!! well she told me she wanted me and doesnt want me to tall to this girl and to talk to her !!! i was like ok i was happy af :D. then we start talking and dating . i tool her out on dates do stuff that made her happy you know kept a smile on her face :). then we go to the lounge everynight happy we dance smoke hookah and dance even more have a blast :). we never argued never ever did. we were happy but not together yet .
all i see is the others guys name on twitter kind of annoyed hope im not losing you
i feel like your pushing me away and your feelings are going towards someone else now … but maybe im thinking to much or over thinking.
this jealousy is getting the bestbof me :/….
well i do love you .
I should be happy. I start a new job in a few days. I’m making friends. I’m signing up for classes in a hour. My relationship is okay right now.
But for some reason it’s not enough. I’m not trying to be greedy but I was expecting more from myself at this age. I’m disappointed in myself.
if we have so many problems with what eachother do! then why do it?
because thats what we did before we met. hanging with the friends you already had its ok , but going and making new friends with a guy and hangout with him i don’t approve!
well i hope your happy. i love you dom was a great run!!! I hope someone loves you more than i do. 3
I really feel like you do not love me anymore. It definitely is heartbreaking. All I want is for us to be happy together. I am trying so hard to not over react and overthink but little things cause me to. I wish I wasn’t so afraid to lose you. Maybe then things would just fall into place and be easy again.
this is how i feel